So no other text from H today. He did talk to D7 on the phone for a few minutes tonight though. He is staying at a friends house right now and was cooking them dinner for them so he didn't stay on the phone long. I know the guys he is staying with and they are both alcoholics. This will not be good fom H. He already has a drinking issue and this will only encourage this behaviour. Both these men are also single and very much hate women and are disrespectfull to them.
At least I know what kind of reactions I will get from my H. This won't work as long as he is there. BUT there is nothing I can do about it. He has to take his own path in life. Thankfully my H does not like to be in a situation like this for very long. It will get to him and hopefully he will move into our travel trailer for a bit. It is not on our property so he still would be gone.
Worst part of today is that D7 is really missing him. Trying to be positive for her but she keeps saying daddy left because he doesn't love me anymore. Tried to tell her that was not the reason but hard to explain to 7 year old. D7 then tells me that I should get her a step dad. But not an old grumpy one like her dad...a young 28 year old would be good. I just laughed at her. At least the convo with her turned to a brighter note.
For 7, she is a very perceptive little girl. Just found out that S11's b-ball game has been cancelled tomorrow. I texted H to tell him so he didn't show up tomorrow. Not much of a response back. But that is okay.
I think I have rambled on and on tonight. Head space is all over the board. Tomorrow is another day and it will get better!
Me:35, 2 kids from PR H: 37, 2 kids with me T: 15 years M: 8 years in Feb. Second walk out: 14-01-2011 H had PA: 2007
