Lost,
Thanks for the kind words. It is nice to know that we can all find strength in our pain. Unfortunately, your inspiration fell a bit today. My W called yesterday and we had a brief, but pleasant conversation about the household goods. We decided that she would come over on Saturday and pack what she wants and the movers will be here on Monday to take the heavy stuff. At the time, the conversation didn't bother me. I had a good day at work, spent the evening have dinner with my mother and went to bed feeling OK.

Then this morning came around and things went south. The alarm went off at 7am and I just broke down. I had a dream last night that we were reunited and doing some grocery shopping together. That was it, just shopping together. But, in my dream I was aware of the S and I just kept telling myself over and over how happy I was that she was back. Then the alarm went off. I turned it off, rolled over and started to lose it a bit. I never made it to work today. I didn't get out of bed until noon. Luckily, I work out of my house, so no one at my job knows what I did. Damn it!!! Every time I think I have got this thing on the ropes, it sneaks up behind me and whips my *ss. So frustrating!!! One day at a time, I guess. The only easy day here is yesterday!

Keep posting! You guys are wonderful company at night when I am in my house alone.

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...