I guess I need to decide if feeling bad for that week or so is worth how I feel when we are together and if that time together is brining him further and further out of the tunnel or not.
Why not figure out why you let yourself feel bad? Figure out why how you feel about yourself is tied to your interactions with him for that week? Hmmmmmmm.......
Oh, and you can't bring him out of that tunnel ... he'll come out when he comes out, not a day before or after ... just sayin'.
Still an awful lot of focus towards H ... what are you doing for you?
PEI
Holding onto anger to punish someone else, is like lighting yourself on fire to get smoke in their eyes ~ 25yearsmlc