Sorry Pei, I wanted to write earlier.

Sweetie, it's ok to have days like this. It's ok to get angry, you are human.And I know when it involves your children, it is especially hard.

But as Cat says, you really need to figure this out on your own and as I see, you have. You can't rely on h. Nor would you want to, right? Holding onto the anger is not good for you. I know you know that.

Act as if he has moved to the other side of the world. Then be the Pei you have worked so hard to become.

I strive to be the person I want to be. Honest. loyal, fair, compassionate. Some days I get there, others, not so much. But each day, that is the goal.

So, tomorrow is another day. I have enormouse faith that you will figure it all out.

Hang in, my friend. Keep on keepin on.