I am crying too... in a way you are lucky, you are loved, and he knows it. I would give anything to hear those words from my H.
I am sure that love will lead him back to you.
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go