I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

Down moment yesterday. I have to work another Saturday night on my weekend with the girls. Instead of automatically finding a place for the girls to stay while I worked I texted STBXW to see if she wanted them.

She said no -- has plans.

I felt a bit of pain from that. It's really better when I don't know what she's doing. I'm not sure that'll ever totally go away.

It didn't last long though. I'll see the girls today. D8 is singing with her third grade class at the high school tonight.

Haven't heard from Match_36 since Sunday. I think that's over. I saw Church_31 Saturday night with a couple others from the singles group. I like all of them. It'll be nice when we start meeting again on Thursday.

I've gotten up at 4:30 a.m. to workout with another from the church group four times in the past two weeks. She's engaged and trying to get down 4 sizes.

Finances as always is a concern, but I don't have any big expenses on the horizon until baseball's opening day. Work is crazy, but that's good. It keeps my mind occupied.