Thinking the SSM is both our faults

[wanda15]

I have tried to get him to go to C or MC and he refuses. He thinks it is a waste of time and money. The thing is, is that here any C is paid for in our province if you are refered by a doc. You have to pay for MC. He could go on his own but does not think it is a problem. I have tried to force the issue but he just feels the whole SSM is my fault. There is nothing wrong with him.

Kind of at a lose with this one. I just know in my heart that I would love to have a wonderful sex life with someone I trusted. I don't know if I will ever have that with H. he has told me that my trust issues are my problem and he really doesn't care if I trust him.

This is so hard some days.