Thanks for your replies. Angel, yes I guess that is how I see myself. The door is a little open, but I need to move on with my life. I miss having a solid relationship and I am not so sure ex will ever get there.
Forward, It is amazing the timing of our sitch's. They could be brothers.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11