This is the really hard part of the whole thing. The realities of how our lives have changed...
Growing up in New England, with a mother who was cheaper than Scrooge himself, I know what those cold mornings are like.
Lots of blankets and socks. Lots of them. And maybe a space heater versus heating the whole house.
It will be ok.
For the future, you are gonna have to either learn to split wood, or find someone that will help you do it. Can't keep relying (even if you were only doing it a teeny bit) on H for that sort of stuff.
You can do this. And it really is ok to be angry right now. Just make sure you are angry at the right things and people sweetie.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox