I hear you. I just haven't given up on miracles.

When my dear grandmother did pass, she had been fighting cancer for nearly a year. The chemo was killing her faster than the cancer so they switched treatments. She couldn't go out and be with people and couldn't have the grrat grandkids around much as they seemed to constantly have a cold or something. Near the end she wanted to go out. My parents took her out to lunch and she got to sit on her back porch swing with my cousin and watch her bleoved birds in her beautiful garden.

She caught pneumonia and passed away within 2 weeks. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of her and have my heart ache for her(really for me, because I miss her so much). I have her cardinals, those beautiful shy birds that came to at her grave and seem to appear when I need her support the most(I saw several everytime I had to go to court for the divorce). So she is with me and I can't help but feel her love everytime I see one.

Sorry for the hijack. Hugs, kat


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Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory