Having a very rough day at work and I am fighting to make sure I go home in a happy mode. I know I can, just right now I want a hug and I know I will not get one. It [censored]. But at least she is still in the house and I know she will greet me with a happy face.

Weird how she still shows some like for me.


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out