being a better person is my strategy. I see why I have been such a hurtful and grouchy person most of my life. I never let out the nice, funny easy going guy. I sometimes let it out with friends but never really gave that to my family. For some reason and this has been said a million times. I always took it out on the ones closest to me.
That includes people growing up and also as an adult. I never have had a lot of friends and never was able to hang out regularly with any one group of friends/people. Because I always ended up offending or hurting them and then lost them.
No I have done so much damage to my wife that she does not even know that I am or can be a nice carrying, lving person.
I get it and am now implementing my new person. I want this and feel it from all angles now. And it feels great!
Me - 39 yrs old Wife - 39 yrs old Married - 18 years Together - almost 21 year Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10 Bomb Dropped in May 2010 Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out
