when script is not script part 2

[buenosuerte]

been a few weeks since i've been on here. I think it's time to move over to the divorced section. i'm not divorced but it is in the works.

i can not stand to look at h, think about him anything. he is a complete scumbag and as my ic said, he is just a taxi service for the kids.

nothing has changed in him, well he drinks more, whores around more, all ready has me as his x wife. he tries to kiss up to my d3 teachers by bringing them food, which happens to be my coworkers.

we are not civil to one another, I HATE HIM! I have been lied to so much, ic also says sounds like he has another family. probably so. I think i hate myself more, for ever believing in him, wasting time on him and energy. i was the best thing that came in his life, he was to blind to see it, and sadly he does not see the worth and utter gift these 2 kids are.