On Figurative Ledge - Talk Me Down?

[Denver_2010]

FOBD - I'm doing a bit better these past couple of days. At least better than I was last week. Of course I always seem to do better when I have at least some contact with my W every couple of days. W has initiated short text conversations for 3 days straight now, so that probably has something to do with it. She seems more willing to share stuff about what is going with she and SS so that's good. The bad is that I can feel this invisible hand still pushing me away... keeping us on more of an acquaintance level than a H/W level.

Baby steps though! At least she has initiated the conversations and our convos have been much friendly than anything I could have expected 7 weeks ago.