I fit the description of the WAW, but HE left .

[Queen_of_Swords]

Thanks for your support marcusko and grebjack.
Some days I'm strong, positive and proactive. Other days not so much.
I'm leaning heavily on my coaches these days, and trying to do what's best for me and the kids.

I'm in a weird place though, between trying to detach with compassion and understanding, and just not caring anymore. I think I'm shutting down emotionally to protect myself. I feel like I've been a raw and open wound too long. It's easier to feel nothing and close a mental door than to feel anything right now.

It's hard to continue to love andcare about someone that behaves and appears to feel that you are an inconvienent and insignificant individual they MUST ( but would rather not) deal with under any circumstances.