Scared and Alone

[FellOnBlackDays]

Lost,
I do understand and I sympathize with you. A move and a job change can be very tramatic to a family. It is tough that you had to do both. But, in today's economy, who could blame you. You had to do what you had to do.

Thank you so much for your appreciation of my efforts and the prayers. I think you are going to do fine. Remember, you and I are on the same road. It just happens by a strange quirk of fate that I am a bit ahead of you. I want to give you some good news and some bad news. First, the bad. The road is not much easier around the bend. I am still in a very tough place and I could very well still lose my M. But, the good news is that each day, it gets just a tiny bit easier than the last. In US Navy SEAL training, they make the cadets walk under a sign each morning that states, "The only easy 'day' here was yester'day'!" Just keep that in mind. Things will get better each day that you face this mess. And, most importantly, the first time you reach a DB goal or start to see the DB'ing working, it is very motivating and heart-warming. Don't stop DB'ing under any circumstance!

I hope the very best for you and keep posting. I can't tell you how much it helps to talk to everyone here. I now come here every night before bed time for inspiration and company. You would not believe how empty a king-sized bed can feel when you sleep in it alone.

Keep your head up and keep DB'ing. Please report any postivie results so that we can celebrate together. Oh, and whatever you do, don't let your H know you are on here. Keep him guessing!!

FOBD