Am I piecing ? Just can't tell 3...

[Sad_but_happy]

Cold, Harrier, Lost, Bond, Sandi and everyone else...

I just want to say thank you for helping with my sitch. Even though I may not respond to you specifically, I read every word you write and learn from you all.

You and everyone else have been life savers...

And though I MUST appear aggogant and conceeded, I'm truly not. This sitch makes people crazy and irrational... We (or I) write things we/I don't mean to satisfy my/our own insecurities.It's my way of building a wall..

Ex. "If she doesn't want me I'll find OW"...

This would be great and fulfilling if I only wanted OW. But I want my W. In fact, dare I say that I would be discusted and ashamed if I were to go out with OW. So I will continue to work...

Keep slaming me with 2x4's when I need them. I'm convinced that it will keep me on the right path...

Good night all...