We don't do this to bust your b****. We do it because we want you to succeed. Part of being a support systems is having a place to vent, but I think we are also here to call people out when they are headed in the wrong place so you can succeed.
I know you need to get these feelings out. Do you talk about them with your IC? or do they come out in MC (if you are going)?
I DO NOT want to see you make the same mistake I made NYE.
Good luck on your presentation.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.