Need advice please!!! Not sure on next move?

[dixiegal]

Update:

So, I asked via private facebook msg. If I could have the dog for a few days. He responded, of course Ill bring her by and she can stay for a week. He then called and said, the same and texted a few days later to the how. Last Thursday, he came by to drop her off. I could hardly look at him to keep from bursting into tears. He then walked up and said hi and gave me a one arm hug. I freaked out INSIDE. I didnt say very much and kept my words few. He then said, okay Ill pick the dog up next week and bye. He then left.

Hadnt heard from him till yesterday. He texted, asked if the dog was being good and where we having a good time? I said, yes she always is with her Mommie. He then said, I miss yall. I responded we miss you too.

Does this even mean anything? I get so hopeful and then I beat myself up. I shouldve acted happy when I saw him and etc. Like the book said. Why cant I get it together???

Im so mad at myself because I see everything I did wrong and how close we were at times...then I pushed! I just cant stop crying and cant seem to think things thru correctly.



Thursday, when he comes to pick up the dog. What should I do? The book says be the person he wants to be around. I want to hug and kiss him and tell him so many things.

Somebody out there tell me something helpful please???