I get it Harrier... I think I'm feeling this way cause I have not seen W for 4 days and still 3 to go.. My mind is racing... Since I'm not with her it easier for OM to slip into her thoughts. I know its irrational because OM can slip into her thoughts any time..

I know it's my insecurities..

And BTW, OW is a thought. I need to be honest with all of you and myselfto keep me in check..

M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14
EA - July 2010
NC w/EA - Nov 2010
Piecing - Jan 2011
I ask for div - Jan 2012
Div papers filed - Mar 2012
I move out - July 2012
Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012