How do I not have expectations? I am doing things for her... Supporting her... Giving her LL... being kind...
I understand the concept but how long can one really give without getting?
I'll be honest here, I've come close to meeting OW in the past two months. Not to do anything physical and I will not have an A... I just need to feel needed/wanted... It feels like it is the true solution to detach... I realize I sound like a p*ssy... Trust me I'm all man...
I didn't do it and I won't but I am lonely. LBS need affection and warmth too.
Damn this feeling is awful!
M: 42 - W: 41 - M: 18 - T: 23 - D:16 S:14 EA - July 2010 NC w/EA - Nov 2010 Piecing - Jan 2011 I ask for div - Jan 2012 Div papers filed - Mar 2012 I move out - July 2012 Divorce final - Nov 7, 2012
