Don't bring up the R. Don't let your insecurities get the better of you and ruin the hard work you've done so far.
You're feeling sorry for yourself and it's understandable.
Shake it off and keep focussing on yourself and your job. No expectations. If you learn to have no expectations you aren't going to be disappointing yourself.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
