DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support.

[habitacker]

If it was the vibe I was talking about, I would take that as a good sign. Like she wants to go out with you, but she is being stubborn, and if she did, it would go against everything.

I wish you would not of wrote that 2nd paragraph. My feelings exactly. It is like she is waiting for me to get back on my feet so I will be alright when the time comes. I have felt this from day one.

I take 2 positives from this though. 1. We are mind reading, but if this is the way she feels now, at least it is giving us, and them,time to change their thoughts.

2. Why not just end it now? What is stopping them? These are questions I am glad I can still ask.

Sounds like you are in a good frame of mind, try to keep it that way. I have felt that way, and then fell back down. This can go in 2 day phases for me. I don't think I have ever let it show at home though. I have been strong enought to keep it to myself.

Well actually, everyone on here, and god, get to hear about it often.