H told his best friend that he plans to move back into the house because financially it makes the most sense. Although I told him this, he thinks it's his own plan.. lol.. I heard this from bf's wife so I'm just waiting for him to approach me regarding it. I think he'll wait till after the assessment of our property tomorrow.
While the thought of him moving back home terrifies me, I have realized that I want my husband back regardless of the affair and I truly believe he's having a MLC despite his age because he's displaying all the classic symptoms.
I believe this is the second chance that I need. He is still clearly focused on fixing the house and selling and moving on with his life as quickly as possible because he's in serious denial. I think if we're under the same roof he'll see I've already GAL as he made reference to me 'going out all the time now' so he has noticed. He can't see my 180 just yet because we rarely see each other but if he sees me daily and interacts with me I'm positive he will. I have made many mistakes throughout our separation thus far but I've been doing my homework and think I'm getting a better handle on things now and desperately want to make all the right moves.
Just this morning he was trying to get me worked up over something through an email regarding the house. I just replied "you are correct. Let's see what the realtor says" and left it at that.
Am I just kidding myself or is this a good thing ? Am I holding onto a fantasy that I can make him see he's made a mistake or will this be a disaster ?
Please help.
Me-41 H-34 T-9 M-8 10/21/10-BOMB 11/01/10-H moves out 01/27/12-H files
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