I guess a couple more details after reading through some stuff.
1. She says she never misses me when I am gone, and never has. (correlates to doesn't love and never did)
2. I think I have said this... the plan when we moved was for me to finish my degree and get a good job when it presented itself. She makes enough to support both of us-in ONE apartment. Pretty sure not two. Since the, um, change in plans, I am working on finding something. But right now, financially, we are joined at the hip. ML