I guess I need to pray for him more than ever. I will take one day at a time and continue to live my life and embrace the people who want to be with me. I just want to make sure I am following the path God wants me to go. I have come this far.
I found myself obsessing about all of this. I had to stop myself from going in that dark place again. I can honestly say I don't have any expectations regarding my relationship with ex. All I really want is a happy life free of drama...... I have had enough of that for a lifetime.


Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11