Ex is very irritated that I don't talk to him when he texts or leaves messages. I only call him back if there is something to discuss regarding the kids. I really don't feel the need to chit chat with him or listen to his spewing. I still find him quite superficial and cunning. I rather have a life of peace than a life with him in it without peace.

I do have to say that conversation with him last night left me spinning. As I think of it, there were alot of mixed messages and contradictions. "Finding God" is a lot more than going through a baptism. His actions don't reflect a genuine man of God, but I know it is a process and takes time.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11