Sigh, a rough weekend trying to keep my mind off of things. Watched some football, let w do her thing with the girls, and i went to the gym and then for a long drive after.

I'll be busy this week with a bathroom reno and then cleaning/organizing. The realtor comes in on friday.

I've been researching legal separation agreements because i dont want to be surprised. Found a good form one. I still need to get legal advice i think. W says she has a C session on thursday, we'll see if she lies again and its the lawyer, there's no need to lie to me at this stage.

She's acting very distant and business-like today so she's keeping something to herself...

Ever have that feeling, as the walked away from spouse, that you despise your spouse and just want to get away? I am very bitter atm and not thinking straight. I can't let the frustration and bitterness get to me.

Meanwhile, my W thinks the kids are okay with this. I know they are not by closely observing them on the weekend. My oldest daughter especially is hurting and keeping to herself. Not good. Any advice on that is appreciated. My heart breaks for my daughters.