Can't seem to tell what stage or what i'm doing

[Metal]

Bad news is, I overheard her having a happy-conversation on the phone last night after we all went to bed. I had this feeling that it was a guy. I went in and just asked, "Is it a guy"? And yes it was. We had a long talk (mostly her), and she says she's trying to figure out who she is, and what she even wants in a man. Like this is an experiment? But i have suspected that she was chatting online, so I know there are several guys she is talking too. I'm really crushed. How is she going to figure out who she is, if she's trying to talk to other guys? Says she still wants to be friends, and maybe in a year, if things (meaning me) have changed, we might be able to start over. I can't believe it. I think it's time to really start my GAL, 180. I can see that she is not going to try for this M at all. I know I shouldn't be crushed, but it really stings.