controlling to be one. harsh on words sometimes. stop caring of my looks only pays attention to son lack of motivation to do anything
I have so far been:
1. stop all criticizing of him. Always smiling and stuff. 2. seem happy and emotional stable. 3. started to GAL and wear makeup and got back into my old looks 4. started to do more fun stuff on my own
and I want to go dark on him for a bit. That's why I want to go away for a month. I don't think of this as abandoning him. I go away for a month, he will have to spend a lot more time with my son. I don't think there's much of a bonding between them as he doesn't need to do anything for him normally. So during the time I am gone,he will have to take care of him and spend time with him. Enhance father son bonding. And then I can come home with a golden tan and look all good and stunning and to the rescue.
