my h and son gave me necklace

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You probably only get alimony for 2 years anyway to rehab your career.

"Im afraid my h is going to try to get my son to live with him and ow. and my son may want to because of my anger at h and ow. I dont want to push my son to him."

You are very wise to realize this. I think you are doing better, rys. And you're smart to get into the medical field.
Your son will be proud of you for going back to school and starting a career.