h gave son magnets to give to me when he came home last night. In the past we used the therapeutic magnets for health. I am the one who taught h a lot about holistic natural health, and healing. i wonder if he ever thinks about that.
Oh ok--I understand now. It IS so hard, but once you do accept it, you will feel so empowered by conquering this piece--it will help you with other things.
That was my first conversation with G---about a magnetic health bracelet he wore that he swore by!
He (your H) probably did think about you teaching him about the magnets.
So what kind of job/career would you be interested in?
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
I would like to be a MRI technician, first i have to get my radiology license. That will take about a year and a half. I took all the prerequisites except algebra, then i havei to take the actual radiology classes. I went to a health club today with my son, his friend, and his mother for the boys to try it for the day. I told the mother the other day that h and i were separated and h was living with ow. Im kind of sorry i told her now, I felt embarassed and very nervous when we went. I hope she doesn't tell all of my sons friend's mother's. I only talk to her on the phone we never go out together. Me and my big mouth i knew i would regret it. i don't know why i do that to myself.
I was also considering taking medical billing class. The medical field is a good field to get into now. I know if i work i will get less alimony but i want to be busy and feel better about myself. I haven't worked in 20 yrs so im very scared because im a very nervous person and find it difficult to work. but i dont want to end up homeless like a lot of people with this economy. Im afraid my h is going to try to get my son to live with him and ow. and my son may want to because of my anger at h and ow. I dont want to push my son to him.
You probably only get alimony for 2 years anyway to rehab your career.
"Im afraid my h is going to try to get my son to live with him and ow. and my son may want to because of my anger at h and ow. I dont want to push my son to him."
You are very wise to realize this. I think you are doing better, rys. And you're smart to get into the medical field. Your son will be proud of you for going back to school and starting a career.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
hi sg, Hope you are doing well. i went and played tennis for 3 hrs tonight, it was fun. there was a very nice lady i played with she is a phillapean physician. i am taking the algebra class now also. (i might have spelled incorrectly i'm tired after the tennis.) my son went out with h today and then he went over to MIL son said ow wasnt there. i hope my son was telling me the truth.Even if ow is there i guess i have to accept it for now. Let go and let God.
