Big talk tonight. I am a wreck, need support.

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I guess a good day so far. H got upset with me for rearranging 2 lamps and asked me to switch them back. I did, but it upset me. He's a control freak. I live here too and I can't decide where 2 lamps go? But I let it go without getting upset or letting it escalate.

I need to get some boundaries. I guess. I don't know. Am I piecing? Is he still a WAS? I'm still tip-toeing. Still doing 180's.

Tomorrow... GAL. Focusing on organizing my office to move it. It's a national holiday but I need to not be sitting in the living room waiting for him to pay me attention. Yes, that was a 180 from my workaholic self but clingy is not attractive. He's not engaging me in conversation, etc. We just sit there and I feel pathetic, waiting for him to pay me attention.

I'm in an odd spot here, not sure what to do.