Ugh, I love coming to these boards to read everyones stories and getting advice but I feel so weak compared to you guys. I feel as if I am having a emotional breakdown. This up and down, tryin to guess his every mood, wondering what he is feeling, is he wanting to leave.....I want to stop obsessing about it. I am putting on a good face in front of him and my kids but I feel like my world is crumbling all around me and he has all the control. For example he will ask my advice on clothes, share information about his guys night out, work, joke around with me, talks about the future and the next minute he is looking up aparments behind my back.
