Maybe we are married to the same woman? LOL. I skipped some things in the book and went straight to asking for what I wanted which got exactly the result I should of expected. Because the conversation was going good I decided to ask to hold the divorce and let's see what happens. She said "what you are asking me to do is to trust you again and let you hurt me again and I can't do that. You want to stop the divorce or hold it off for a few months but I don't see myself going back to you in two or three months. I never stopped being your friend but you stopped being mine and you want me to go back on my decision which I have made and I can't do that. You’re not hearing me I hurt just like you I come home to an empty house but it was the decision I made and I can't just forget that and start fresh. In order to do that we would have to forgive and forget and I can't do that" Almost word for word what she said. As you can see she sounds determined. Church was great today but I could not get through one hymn without tearing up. She always said she wanted to go as a family and we did a few times but when football started I stopped going. She didn't go back either. Today I went with my daughter and it felt empty and lonely but being in church I just felt like I belonged. What's funny is we were the couple everyone wanted to be. We had such a connection and we were such good friends I don't get it man. I just don't.........................
