Man. I feel like that Sheryl Crow song, "everyday is a winding road.". I think piecing is a winding road and you never know what's around the bend.
Today is iffy so far. I feel like my W is suddenly going to change course and re-drop the bomb. I have nothing to base this on. She is a little distant today and that brings up those fears. I hope to reach a day where her being cold or distant doesn't stir up any fears. I think it will be a long time though.
So I just ask her if she is doing ok. She says she's a little burned out on staying at home and a little burned out on everything. By "everything" she means us (& probably a little work). I hate when she is like this. I know she is working in her way and I have those days too, but part of me wants to ask what she is so burned out about. I don't. I mean I working hard this weekend on myself and that translates into a easy weekend for her. I just don't freakin know what is in her mind.
To make matters worse when she was dressing today she put on some sexy underwear and bra that I bought a few months ago. And she looks d*mn good in them. It's a nice view but it is also torture. LOL
Oh Sandi, I gots a ? for you. I noticed over the past few weeks my wife is more open about being naked around me (pre/post shower, dressing) now when you were in your EA or were WAW did you become lesd open about your body. I know everyone is different. Like you were shutting off H from even looking Just curious.
Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet. --Jean Jacques Rousseau.
