Slowly building again.

[Harrier]

I guess if I post on bad days, I should also post when things go right. Today was a really, good day.
No outward signs of affection but plenty of joking around like we used to do. It felt kinda normal. I'm not fooled though, but I think my W need days like this to show her how it can be.

My son had a play date at our house. That mean we had to clean the house first. I did some work and the W did some work. We took turns watching the boys. So really just hanging around the house for most of the day.

Then we went to dinner @ chipolte. I asked her if she wanted to stay in. But she wanted to go out. During the early part of our struggles, my W never wanted to do go out to eat as a family. That has changed.

While I would like to get some positive feedback, I expect nothing. There is no chance of ML so that takes a lot of the pressure off.

She also is talking about taking as ski day as a family. She siad that she wants to do it be cause it would be really fun as a family. Then mentioned that she wants to start having more weekend activities as a family. I think the "fun" element was kinda missing from our lives for a while.

Next week is our MC and I don't know how that will go. Every time I fear that it will stir up old emotions and the two we've had have been very positive.

Hope your Saturday was good.