just when you think things are going at least better, paranoia grabs me by the throat.

Remember how I called W out about the texts to another guy? Well, she said that she would cut back but after some searching (I couldn't help it) - it actually hasn't stopped.

She has told me they are friends but I can't help it. You don't text a "friend" a couple of hundred times.

I'm totally lost on what to do now...


m 40
w 38
married 15
together 18
d11, d8
bomb 12/19/10
2nd bomb 3/30/11
COMPLETELY DONE