I'm having real trouble getting past my NYE mistake. I've talked to my IC about. He said that what I did wasn't all terrible.

But honestly, I think it caused so many problems for us that I don't know where to begin. I mean I went about 10 weeks without ML since the bomb. I was okay with that because I wasn't sure that we could even do that so soon. The my W suggested it. It was great.

But I don't know where that leaves me. I'd love to be able to get that repaired, but it's a long slow process. I do get how my W was feeling about NYE, though. I did learn, but it is so hard to get past.

Anywho, last night my W wen to a party and I watched the kids. It wasn't too bad. On the way home my W got me a coffee from DD and we talked a little when she came home. I did notice that she was wearing this necklace that I gave her for our anniversary. It's three interlocking rings. I told her they represent our two sons and me. She didn't wear it for a long time, but recently started wearing it again. It was just something I noticed.

Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.