i did get help regarding my h by talking to my priest and h did not want to go. at that time even my priest brought up the fact that men often lead secret lives so how would i really know how long h has? when he got so upset i thought he was ashamed and the shoves were out of character. the hitting was over the top to me and very shocking. it scared me. i don't know very much about the shemales porn, but i got advice here to consider staying anyway if he wanted a sex change. forgive me if that is repulsive to me there is a lot going on that has upset me. sorry if you guys thing this is normal, moral behavor.
