Thank you Bruce It is a struggle but Im finding ways to manage and God is providing me so far with what I need and even some of the things i want
H will be getting me a phone to share on his cell phone plan. That will help me out alot...it will cut my cell phone bill in half!
One thing I am noticing and feeling kinda uncomfortable with is that I feel like my H is treating as if i was one of his OW. He keeps calling me "dear" or actually texting it to me...like if I ask him something or answer a question he will end it with "dear" ex: Smile dear or your very welcome dear. I dont like it. I know he doesnt mean anything bad by it, but I am NOT his dear anymore...you know? I mean that is a term he used to his OW that he would flirt with or whatever in his emails....I dont like it. Trying to figure out a way to tell him that nicely. I almost feel like he is getting off on helping me. Dont like that feeling but I gotta do what I can to get by for now.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
It is a struggle but Im finding ways to manage and God is providing me so far with what I need and even some of the things i want 
