Ok, XH is coming up here tomorrow night, D18 convinced him to drive her up here and fly back, so he will be here for just one night, and will stay at my house. I have to have strength not to let him in my bed...I will just continue to remind myself of the hurtful thing he said and I hope I will have the strength, I really think I will cause I just feel so much stronger.

So, now I just have to make sure there is no R talk, no anger, no pushing him or questions or comments about OW#2 at all!! I am going to keep strong boundries and be business like, yet fun at the same time. Pray for me!

A

Me-40
XH-44
T-21
M-18
Div-19 mo.
D-18,S-15,D-11
Bomb-7/07 EA,PA
Mvd out-9/07-to give me space
mvd back-12/07
mvd out-7/08
back with OW since 2/08
OW broke it off-1/10
in and out of tunnel and our life since!!