I say "clearly doesn't want me." But if I knew that for sure I wouldn't be as confused.

Once upon a time I thought I didn't want her. But I did. I can't really know what she wants deep down, especially when I didn't know what I wanted.

I guess I'm babbling, throwing words against the wall to see what sticks.

~Mark

Me: 38
W: 34
Together: 9yrs
1st M: may '03
1st D: april '08
1st bomb: june '08
remarried: oct '08
2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)