Tonight I am going to go out with some friends, it will be my first night out since she told me she is leaving in June. I am not going to get drunk, maybe a few biers and just enjoy shooting pool.
She says she does not mind me going out, she really never has, it is when I treat her bad verbally and be controlling that she hates me.
I just hope me going out with friends is a huge step backwards or something like that. Any advice?
Me - 39 yrs old Wife - 39 yrs old Married - 18 years Together - almost 21 year Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10 Bomb Dropped in May 2010 Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out
