I got to tell you Roy you are one inspirational guy. You post actually make me smile. What's funny is I go through different levels of emotions yesterday I was very hopeful but today I am in tears in the morning. If you knew me you would know just how out of character that really is. I have always been the person to show no emotions, my wife use to say I had a delete button for emotion and was capable of washing my hands of anger and resentment with ease. I have always been of the belief that if someone does not want to be with you, talk to you, see you or value you then they are not worth the effort, there are 3 billion other people out there that would love to know you. She has taken that theory and thrashed it. Please keep posting you make my day a little brighter when I read your post. I really do hope it works out for you because you deserve it, I on the other hand feel broken down. There is so much more to say.......
