Had an email exchange about when I could pick up my mail from her house... wanted to see how you guys think I handled it.
my email:
Just put it (a DHL package) with my mail in a bag. You can sit it on the side of the house or something if you don't want them to take it. I can't get it until later... I need to sleep.
I hope you are doing well.
she replied:
K, I'll put it on the east side. Thanks!
so i left it at this:
That's fine thank you. I'm going to Houston on Monday for two weeks so I really am hoping that the checks come before then. The first check is for 1k and when it didn't come I had a second one sent for 2k more but changed the address to here. But with trina gone they have Stevens aunt house sitting so I don't know if it has come or not.
just this little exchange had me so stressed out lol. i had to breakdown and cry for a minute because i can't wrap my head around the fact that we are so far apart and she acts like i'm the paper boy coming buy to pick up his envelope of money. i tried to say "i hope you are doing well" instead of saying something like "i miss you more everyday and this time apart is ripping me in two lol... but i refrained
just surprised me how instantly i was a ball of nerves unable to function. one email from her and all of my progress is shattered on the ground lol. i tried to keep the emails straight forward and basic but added the line about hope she's doing well just to let her know that i'm still thinking about her and what not.
thoughts?
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