The hardest thing I've ever done.

[Royloveshiswife]

As I've said, I chose this path. I wouldn't hold it against anybody who doesn't want to go this way. But, as far as reality goes, the Lord can turn reality into a pretzel. ALL things are for His glory. He is the painter. We're too close to see the masterpiece. All we can see are smears of paint or even just an ugly knot of pain. But, if we could step back, we could behold His wonders. We can't though, that's why it's called Faith. If we could see it, that would be knowledge. The Lord confounds the understanding of man.
Whatever you do, I believe in you. You wouldn't be here if you didn't believe your reality can be changed. If you want to go thru this, we're here for you. If you want to move on, I don't blame you. I've received those papers. At work. With all my co-workers wondering "Why do the police want to see Roy." But it gets easier. Either way, it gets easier. But you will have to decide. God bless you.