First off, have you found a job yet? What steps have you gone through to get your own house in order. I mean 'house' figuratively not literally.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER