Take control and be proactive. Right now as everyone has mentioned before you are just sitting back and letting her run the ship. What have you been doing for yourself?
If you want something you're going to have to be willing to fight for it. Note I said fight FOR it and not fight it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.