Good for you SIC. It sounds like you are doing good lately. It is amazing how the way we feel changes so quickly.
I remember being a newbie and having people post about how are feelings are going to change over time. You don't believe what they are telling you, but it's true.
I feel I am doing o.k., but I am still stuck in the same day over and over. Nothing positive or Negative from her.
I have to admit, I look around on this forum and I see so much communication with couples in the same sitch as me, and I am getting none. It makes me jealous and scared, but also happy for everyone.
H-40 W-38 Together-20 Married-12 boy-7 girl-3 bomb-9/17/10 No papers live together No affair